Jails, Institutions, and Death. That's what awaits us in active addiction. The freedom from active addiction, just for today, is what NA gives us. We are able to chose to not pick up. It is a choice that we are given, just for today. Today is all we have. Yesterday is gone, and tomorrow is not promised. Glad to hear that you chose not to use today. If you read my thread in here, you will see that I struggled with that choice for a minute today. I reached out and asked for help. Just like you are doing. The people here, and in the rooms of NA, are wonderful. Hang in there
Sherry