| manic lately
I have been manic lately that has been kind of good but in a way that isnt the best of it. i have been facing alot of some negative situations some i can change some i cant have any control over but some seem to think i can
only if they lived in my shoes for the day and walked in them at this point i am afraid to go into depression but i can feel it coming i want to sleep again that is the first sign for me that the manic mode is soon going down the spiral my little one is special needs and he escaped like out of the house a week ago and scf is involved and pointing the negative bad mom finger at me my therapist is doing all he can to stay supportive for me and referring me to get help in the state i live in since i am considered disabled and so is my son too
by no means am i trying to not take accountabity i want my son to be safe at all times but i am also worried about if i am pushed i could end up in the pshyco ward too
thanks for being here
maybe the pyscho ward is where i need to be
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