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Hi, my name is Ann and I can so relate to your story. I never had a Dad around to help so it was mostly on me. I took care of everything and everybody. I saw some pretty f#**ed **** growing up! All these feelings are coming out that I have to deal with and Its so hard!! Using drugs was the norm for me. Today its not.
Im a mother of 2 daughters and let me tell you--Im having a hard time dealing with them. I have touble with the emotional support mostly. I never got that--so to give it is hard.
Even with my personal relationships today--sometimes I dont know what Im feeling--how to be there for someone. Im doing the best that I can with common sense. Trying to treat people the way that I want to be treated.
Trust is a big issue with me today and Im working on that.
Growing up in an alcoholic family really has an impact on our lives as adults.
But if you are lucky enough to have loving, caring, and understanding people in your life for support then hold on to that. Let them help and teach you.