Originally Posted by
Babyblue I honestly don't know how or why they disappear off the face of the planet from those they supposedly love.
Ever thought they do it because their addiction is their 'prime' concern.
I know mine was. I did what ever i wanted at times and couldn't have cared less about anyone or anything, as long as i got myself smashed.
Just me and my drink.
When i decided to come back, id have prept loads of excuses and reasons, and they worked... !!!!which just put a thought in my head that it was ok to do it again some time!!!!... and i did, many.
Dont lay yourself out like a door mat :-/
Hope i dont offend anyone, but thats just how it was, and at the time, 'all' i lived for.
Addiction is just selfish, about getting what they want, or they feel they need.
Regards S :-)