[JT]

BINGO!

I am always suprised when I get respect...like Sally Field "You like me...you REALLY like me"

I do not allow myself to be cared for...I sometimes turn to Ward...but even then I feel some guilt for asking. I feel like I have to do the "Thank you, Thank you Thank you" dance when one thank you would do.

And I am ripe for falling into depression.

Don't get me wrong....I have come a long way over the years but those are still my deepest responses.

Thanks,

JT