Hey there welcome to SR and to living a new way of life. It soundslike you have been through this before if you were sober for 2 months before. I urge you not to play Dr by taking pills and drinking you are really just putting off the pain of detoxing. Have you ever been to AA some people have found this helpful I know I have. Hang in there and if I was you I would get into detox ASAP. Keep the Faith you can do it.