I am trying my best. I just made a phone call to get my insurance information. So hopefully that will go well. I am def. getting into detox soon. For now I will just keep on truckin'. I can get through this. I am taking steps to detox. I have been taking the loswest dose of Xanax every 8 hours. So I should be alright. And I did one shot... shamefully to say. But I do not feel sick anymore. So I just gotta keep control over myself. And get into detox as soon as I get through Thurs. I have to take care of something then and as soon as I do I can try to find some detox program that takes mediciad or doesnt. Either way I will find something.