I need help. I am 27 I was diagnosed bi polar at age 16. I have not
been on meds since i was about 20
Well MY marriage is falling a part well i can say it fell apart
already.MY husband brought me divorec papers. Then I find out that he has been
emailing his ex wife. The one he said he always loved. Well I have 3
great kids And i dont think I can make it threw this. I cant get out of
bed or work and that is casuing real problems because i need to make
money to move.We decided neither of us can afford the house we are in so
we will move we also decided on joint custody. but he said there will be
no child support. I cant afford an attorny so i am screwed legal aid
only helps custody not divorce. I just dont know what to do anymore. Is
it my bi polar my violent episodes that pushed him away.I tried to get
help one time before but i cant afford the deductable my insurance
company wants. Is there any help out there,I never physically hurt him but i
tend to destroy things when i get angry i put a whole in the door once
and threw a brush at him. Broke the handle off of it. Hell i even
picked up a gun and said i was going to shoot myelf or him one i couldnt
decide.I think thats what pushed him over the edge. I have no energy i
dont even want to be around my kids I am so lost and confused as to why i
am doing my best to gethelp and he still wont help me or even give me a
chance at life . Do i rely on him to much or what i dont know I just
know i am lost alone scared confused and just down right tired of livivng
my kids are better off without me for i am no good to them like this .
Coral
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