Carlos...don't even think about drinking! It just not the answer my friend.
The stress of dealing with two ailing parents is ultimately what led me to drinking myself into a stupor! For years, I spent my days in and out of hospitals, going to Dr's appts and rehab facilities. I worked full-time and made myself the "official" full-time caregiver. Rarely sleeping and always worrying. In the end, I gave up drinking because it just wasn't helping me deal with the stresses anymore. I needed a clear head and a healthy body. I needed to be on top of my game so I can deal with whatever comes my way. Plus, my friends were starting to worry about me! The "strong one" was cracking under the pressure. And my self-esteem was taking a major nosedive.
I'm not going to lie to you....it has
not been easy for me to stay sober these last 2 months. I have cravings every single day. But in the end, I find strength in
you and the rest of my SR friends. And that's what keeps me going. Just knowing that there's someone out there that understands my pain.
I hope you find a way to push those negative thoughts aside and continue on your sober journey. We're all here pulling for you.
Stay strong,
-2 :ghug3