| Do you have depressive "fits"?
I was diagnosed with major depression about 8 years ago, but I know I was depressed, well my entire life. I have been on Prozac since my diagnosis (80 mg/day) but I still don't feel stabilized. Every few months or so, I have these extreme "fits" for lack of a better word, where I am suicidal, can't stop crying, get delusional, and worst of all I start cutting. It's only after I've done some cutting, take some of my clonazepam and go to sleep that it passes. And strangely I feel ok the next day (minus the messed up wrists of course).
Does anyone else experience this? You feel (relatively) stable most of the time but then out of the blue just have a freak out???
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