PINK, I am not judging you .I am speaking AGAIN for your baby. I believe you already started a thread before this one today on the same issue. YOU can not drink while you are pregnant. Go get help. If you have to check yourself into a hospital and tell them what is happening. Maybe someone can control what you intake since you haviing problems doing it yourself. It sounds like you can't do this alone. That is okay we all need help sometimes. This message is sent with much concern and love for you and your unborn baby.