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Old 07-13-2004, 01:46 PM   #4 (permalink)
2stop
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I have been sitting here thinking..I think my HP has placed this before to show me I can have boundaries of the heart, and not have to get sucked into trying to save someone you love and care about. And to teach me that I can be more tolerant than I am....especially of those who are abusive and domineering. The thing is for many months now many people that I see or hear of who are awful criminals or just very unpleasant people..I get a tenderness in my heart...it actually feels like it is softening.....I feel a love for them..I can 'see' their godliness, their life force, the one we all share, even for some who have wronged me personally.......but this girl.....I am so worked up about it...just pissed. Feels like an earthquake is shaking me. Maybe I am just still a bit fragile in the ole emotional department. I think I need to not be so serious about it...lighten up..and carry on.. Okay...am going to do some : writing about this. About allowing loved ones the space and time to face their own world, to make their own music...

*sigh* ...............
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