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Thanks Ali.....I tell ya though, it is so hard to watch someone commit suicide in a relationship....and I am just upset to have be involved in any of it you know? Selfish I know..but by God I have come too far to let this eat at me.. He is a big boy, will have to deal with his own consequences.

I also feel guilty for feelings so angry with her....I do not like to have any hate in my heart for anyone. The quote in my signature is how I want to live my life..with kindness for all... I will just have to meditate on this and pray for understanding and tolerance. It's hard to have to worry about your children being around family because they are so violent and deranged. Puting a fence post through the door is not an idle threat you know? Oh well..I better get my mind off of it.....I want to be happy today!!!


((((((((((Hope you are resting my friend. Praying for you.)))))))))