Hi eremc08. I am with you on Day 3. The farthest I got earlier this year was 75 days and it was hard but also really good. I went to meetings, did lots of reading and praying and reflecting. Mostly I went over all those historically crappy times in my head and all the mornings I was regretful and tried to work with my sponsor although I don't think ultimately she was the right one for me.
I started drinking a bit again in the summer and although I never got backout drunk, these past few months of trying to drink "normally" have proved that I am more depressed and feel sadder about things, as opposed to how hopeful and energetic I felt during those 75 days sober.
So let's hear it for DAY 3!! Today we have a choice. I choose sanity
Big hug,
Soph