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Liz i can say with all honesty that there wasn't enough dope/booze on earth to "fix me" or my situation.
I've been on every pill known to mankind (almost) and nothing worked.
I have followed your struggle for a long long time (under a differant name) and felt your pain, because i too have been on that hamster wheel that goes no where.
You have a fresh start now. Take this time to get to a meeting AA or NA. Perhaps do what I did.......................just pick up the phone and call the hot line and talk to someone as a start.
You and me and all other addicts/alcoholics drink and use because of inner tumoil.
Stuff we can't accept. Because we can't or won't accept life on lifes terms, we end up with a battle in our minds.
If we refuse to treat the hurt then the battle will never end................. and I mean NEVER.
So what are the choices?
We can spiral down into the gutter, or we can say enough is enough!
I deserve better!
I deserve to have peace and happiness!
Please take a little leap of faith and go to a meeting and start your new life, Liz.
You can't do this alone..
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