I know we must sound like a broken recored but everyone is right. You are making excuses. I know--thats all I did for a loooong time. And let me tell you. Even though I knew I had a problem I really didnt admit I was POWERLESS over my addiction. It took me losing my job (my bottom-I guess)
to realize I was out of control. The best thing I ever did was go to detox/rehab--that made me take a real hard look at myself.(DID NOT LIKE WHAT I SAW!) I left 2 children behind to get better. Now they have a mother, dont get me wrong-Im struggleing! I have 30 days and I never felt better in my life. Please think about what we are saying. We know because we are living it! Hang in there. KEEP COMING. ONE DAY AT A TIME (for me its one minute at a time)
Ann
