[High As A Bird]

Thanks everyone who responded

But it just seems like my life has come to a bitter end my parents disown me i was recently devorced and my roomates are no help cuz they always do it as well its always around me. i've been to n.a i've been to a counsller, i've been to other meetings where u pair up with someone in ur town and try going drug free by talking to them every day or every two days but it hasnt worked for me, im just at the lowest point in my life, like i dont have anything at all i hate my life i hate who i am and i hate what i do, but i do it cuz its the only thing that gets me through each day!!i just dont like who i am turning into and the few friends i have left dont even like who i am any more cuz of what i do so i dont have anything to lose by what im doing, its the only thing that makes me get up in each day to know that im going to be high, and if i didnt even have that i would probly put myself out of my misery, i have nothing, i seek help it doesnt work, i have no friends left and my parents disown me cuz of what i do, i HAVE NOTHING, this is my last chance, if this doesnt work, i dont even know what to do, so im asking from you guys and gals for help, help me get over this PLEASE I REALLY NEED HELP!!!!!!!!