Hi PH, do go to church at all? Lots of compassionate people there, free! I also have no money, totally broke, I go to church, H used to go but not anymore, right now he is in denial and hasnt seeked any help! So I am trying to keep us together and our kids, he is good to us, as I have nowhere to go (and dont really want to leave either). I am unemployed, he works for himself, so that is tough, doesnt always bring in enough. I hope you find someone soon. (((HUGS)))