I had 3 persona's as an active alcoholic...
Carol-walked into a bar...smileing..friendly...intending to
be interesting and charming.
Barbara appeared around drink 6/7. Loud...flirty...makeup
and hair sliding away....walking a little off kilter
Delores.....I sat at the dark end of the bar...drinks
10 or downed ... mumbleing apologies while cryiing noisely.
Tho I did have moments of smart mouth
usually I ended up a sad sodden lost soul.
"Have another drink Carol?"
Absolutely positively ......................................... not!