Last Friday, after 22 days in partial hospitalization/intensive outpatient, they discharged me. Not because I was so much better as because I'd been on the program long enough! The doctor even said he was disappointed in my progress.
I'm doing just about all I can to get better, but it is SO HARD and SO SLOW! I can't seem to stay out of the bed or use the phone. Those are the two biggest things I think. I'm still tired most of the time and I procrastinate on and/or forget about making calls. So I know things I need to work on.
Maybe I just need a swift kick, huh? Except that sort of thing seems to make me feel worse. Some kind of jump start. I even tried to convince my group therapist I needed ECT! LOL. Is that really far-fetched, though? Anybody round here had shock treatment? I'm just that frustrated...... :banghead:
Thanks for being here and listening to me whine again.
Love, Eddie
