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Well, yes, to answer your difficult question, I would do anything to stay sober.
I feel what you are describing, not regarding dating, but depression. Sometimes, I want to go back down into the muck and mess about for awhile, It seems like it might feel good and familiar. But, I know without a doubt, that I can't do that, because for me it would be opening the door to drinking.
Are you 'friends' with this person waiting in the wings, or could you become friends before the relationship moved forward? Maybe a deep friendship with this man would give you the confidence to have a relationship without alcohol.
__________________  And I dont know what the future is holding in store
I dont know where Im going, Im not sure where I've been
There's a spirit that guides me, a light that shines for me
My life is worth the living, I dont need to see the end.
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