In a bad state of anxiety today. I somehow managed to go back to sleep for a couple hours only to wake up out of a scary dream that I was becoming physically paralyzed. Could not make myself move right, was awkward and clumsy and just couldn't do it.
My mom and kids and a very old friend were in the dream. Mom was trying to help but was doing just the opposite of what I wanted to do. The kids were making a huge mess and I was trying to clean it up but failing miserably.
I felt betrayed by my own body and was crying desperately, trying to 'do' but not being able to. Could barely communicate what I wanted to say.
Woke up scared and anxious. This surely does reflect my mental state, which is not good lately.