Hang in there!
The advice to speak with your doctor is wise. Be strong, you will feel like you're going crazy, I did. When I took suboxone, and it worked, I went through severe withdrawal for as long as possible, nearly 3 weeks. I felt horrible. Then, when I started taking subs, I felt great, I stayed clean, I started living a normal life, and working my program. Suboxone was an assistive tool in my recovery, but the real change had to happen in my mind. Hang in there! It will be worth it!