| Hey y'all
hi everyone... i'm Naomi and i'm new to this site but not totally new to recovery - i have almost 8 months clean and sober... i've been doing good up til this weekend when i've had a big relapse of depression hit me (i'm a mental health patient also - dual diagnosis) and i don't know if it's because i'm getting ready to do my 8th and 9th step and that is stressing me out because i'm so not into making amends to my ex-husband because he is still doing stuff to hurt me and i don't feel like he deserves an amends (like i'm worthy of making that decision) or if it's because i'm thinking of going back to work after being on disability for 4 years and that totally freaks me out cuz what if i can't handle it???? UGH - SIGH!!!! so much to process sometimes... i just get really overwhelmed and don't think straight... i've been processing it a lot with my sober friends and writing about it and praying but it's just not getting straight in my head yet - the depression is strong this time... i just have to hang in there.... anyway - it's great to have found this site and i plan on using it a LOT... nice to meet everyone!!!!
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