not to seem harsh .. but I think your reasons for going are definatly wrong ... You should be going there because you want to stay sober , not to sober up and drink free coffee and pop . the requirement is to want soberity , It kind of sounded like from your post that this isnt your first time there , And maybe your out burst was just the cherry on the sundie for them ,
AA is not ment to enable someone for just free coffee and pop
sorry if im bit stern. but sometimes its needed
Endzy