| Weekend emptiness
I don't really like weekends. I usually find myself feeling lonely and wishing my boyfriend would spend time with my two children and me.
Saturday morning is not such a problem, because my son has early hockey practice, so I am up and out of the house by 8:30. And I like Sunday mornings when I can sleep in, read, have a leisurely breakfast, stay in my pajamas until 11 am.
It's the Saturday afternoons and Sundays that depress me. I am always alone! My married friends do things together. I just don't have the motivation to accomplish anything. Maybe I should stop thinking about why my boyfriend doesn't want to be with me on weekends and start to live my weekends the way I want to. I just can't kick the fantasy of having someone in my life to share weekends with.
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