[Stagebear]

I'd respectfully suggest that some of what you describe are withdrawal symptoms.

I need to realistically consider that there may be occasion for me to use narcotic medication in the future due to medical issues. However, I choose not to focus on the "what will I do" aspect and try to remain in the now. If I continue to build a solid foundation in recovery, I am much less likely to set myself up for a relapse should the need for meds arise.

In my experience (with others as well as myself) craving do, indeed, diminish.