Thank you all so much for your support. There is part of me that thinks that my problem isnt serious enough for AA... but I know that that part of me is wrong, and that if I slip up again, I will lose everything near and dear to me....family and friends. So it's not an option. But alcohol has been my comfort for so long. How do I get through this without it? It is the hardest thing I have to do, and I feel like I lost my best friend. How did alcohol become so close to me so fast? It runs in my family, so I guess I should have seen the warning signs earlier, yet... I dunno.... anyway, I am glad you are all here and I am going to need your help immensely in the next few weeks to get me through this. Thank you so much for being there for mne. You are all stronger than I think even you imagine. Keep that strength up because other people like me feed off it in order to know that yes, we will too, survive.
Meghan
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