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Hey John,
Thank you for this! It means a lot to me that you posted this, since you know what's up.
I have experienced this and tried really hard to focus on me and not him when I felt bad about his outsides seeming good and my insides feeling bad. BUT, as time passed and I remained focused on me I felt better. Ironically, the only stuff I have heard (which was awhile ago) is how badly he is doing. I don't have the ha ha feeling I thought I would have with that info. I am somewhat indifferent, but also a little sad that he has chosen such an unhealthy path for his life. Glad I am not in that mess anymore!
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