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I am struggling to stay off this demon drink as it really it makes me sick I drink bottle at a time and feel very sick the next day (last week had day off work and just felt like dying from the awful feeling of going through it all again.!!!!)
The problem is by nightfall the old thinking starts and persists that I am not really an alcoholic and can drink again and maybe control it etc.etc.
Have to do something different going to AA this pm despite my mind telling me dont go as drinking not as bad as others.
Does anyone have any insights for coping with this insidious voice as I am truly sick of backsliding and am last drunk was in true despair and hopelessness
Thankyou everyone for being here!
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