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Hi Ninsuna - I can understand. i think it is that for some people alcohol exaggerates the feelings that you already have. Did for me at least. I have heard some people in AA talk about how they didn't feel anything and were emotionally dead when drinking, but I was the opposite. Highs and Lows. Sobbing in my beer over a broken relationship, whatever.
I know it must be frustrating not to be able to let out your emotions, and I really don't have any advice. Just thought I'd say I understand how you feel and I hope it gets better. Maybe listen to some music or do something else that induces an emotional state if you really want. I've become hooked on journaling recently, maybe that would help you at least put to paper how you are feeling and get it out another way.
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