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I deleted his info out of my phone awhile ago. Really I did it initially because I was so upset with him.
Just a couple of weeks ago I blocked him from facebook...but finally because I just wanted to REALLY start to heal myself. And even seeing his picture caused me SO MUCH pain.
He doesn't contact me; he certainly doesn't seem to care that i'm no longer in his life.
And right now i'm just trying to get past that sick twisted part of me that wishes he would just send ONE text or call asking how I am as "proof" that he still thinks of me. I can't wait until I get to that point where I truly don't care.
The blocking and no contact thing was the best thing I could do for myself at this point.
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