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Reata...welcome and thank you for posting. You have found a wonderful place to be - here with the rest of us who understand.
You are telling my story. I was married for 20 years to my hs sweetheart, have 4 kids, had a business with him (several actually), am scared to death of the future, have no idea who I am, am wondering how we are going to begin to divide all of the stuff - the real estate, the retirement, the checking account, the debt, and the silverware.
I too am no fun, needed to drink and have a good time and allow him to run rampant when he wanted to have a good time, regardless of who it hurt.
I found this wonderful place. I have posted and posted and posted. I cry, and laugh here. I read until I can read no more, and I begin and end each day here.
I also found Al-Anon and am going to counseling.
What are you doing for you?
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