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I don't blame my crappy days on not using, I mean really...look how many crappy days I had when I was using. Guess there must be something else that makes them crappy or not. guess I'll focus on what that something else might be.
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I couldn't have said this better myself
For a long time I thought that a certain emptiness was the price I'd have to pay for sobriety - but once I moved past the simply not drinking bit, and started to really work on myself and my life, things got better.
I started my 'self improvement/spiritual drive' initially to keep sober...I found, to my surprise, I ended up happy.
It's not an instant process, tho, Neo - and it's not always a linear one - I still have worse days than others....but doesn't everyone?
Keep the faith - you're doing well
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