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I just feel drained and ashamed that I slid back like that. Today I feel like isolating myself and just being in my own little world. I am so disappointed in myself.
I want to detach from the idea that his actions caused this. I instead want to get to a place where his actions are just that his actions and I chose how I will react or not react. I dont want to be in a place where someone elses actions affect me in such a way.
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"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."
Romana L. Anderson
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