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Barblsn: Sorry to hear about the loss of this young life. It must be hard for you to step back and away from the drama/anger that you see. Imagine how hard it is for your husband to not get sucked into that chaos. Imagine how impossible it is for the family to not be in that chaos. Unfortunately, the first thing to go away, when untreated addiction is present, is verbal communication. And when something like this happens, it is the most natural thing in the world to have regrets, to have thoughts about what more we could have done. Remember in "Schindler's List" when Liam Neeson (sp?) was standing at his car and started sobbing because he realized he could have saved more people, he could have done more, he could have sold his gold ring for 3 more lives saved, but now it was too late to do any more. He should have done more, he could have done more.
Your husband is doing the right thing by talking with his sponsor, and you're doing the right thing by continuing to come here.
Prayers and hugs, Sojourner
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