It was at the point for me, where I was going to have to increase my dosage (again) if I didn't stop. I was having withdrawal symptoms anyway (dope sickness), and I was just so sick and tired of it all. I told my husband I didn't want any more...that I was done, and I had him hide the pills and eventually flushed the Tramadol that I had. I don't work outside the home...that is why I was able to go cold turkey. I absolutely could NOT have gone to work...I could barely get myself to the bathroom.
I can't give any medical advice...as much as I'd like to...I wish I had the right answers for you! I can only relate my experience to you...I wish so much that you could find a doctor to see.
I will say this, if I had to do it again, I would have either A.) Gone into the hospital, or B.) Tapered by half every few days, keeping the same dosing schedule.
I hope that you can find an AA or NA meeting near you...they will have so much information for you, and I know they could help you. You can look up meetings online
www.NA.org - the website for the Fellowship of Narcotics Anonymous or
Alcoholics Anonymous :
Keep posting, you're not alone.