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thank you all for the replys. I feel a whole lot better, just a few days later. I must have really been addicted to those things, because the last few days have realy sucked.. to be honest, i only made it through with the help of a bag of weed. keep in mind im not on a mission to make myself clean, i just saw the road i was going on and decided to hit the brakes. I have been offered oxys both yesterday and today (today at a really cheap price) and both times, i have declined. really, im not at all interested in doing those things again. too good, too fun, too much money, too many consequences.
as for my brother, im gonna get my 20 bucks on the 13th and not lend him any more. thats easier said than done though. he is good at lying and making me feel guilty for not lending him money, and its not like i set out to make money on him, but i do things to protect myself from getting scammed out of a bunch of money. once again, i thank you all for the time and reply.
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