Hi Catlady... you're not STUPID
We've all hung on one last time. And, you can change your mind at any time and ask him to leave if you want. Whenever you decide you're sick and tired of being sick and tired. If you really are ready for him to go, sit down and figure out your finances and what you can afford on your paycheck. If you have to move to a cheaper place, start checking around. Make plans. Take baby steps. You're life can get better! You are worth being treated with love and respect!
Keep reading and posting!