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like my drinking.....nothing about me was balanced.
id either be super happy or fly into a rage.
super compassionate......or didnt give a toss.
super laid back.........or 100mph.
super generous or as tight as 2 coats of paint...
on or off.........no balance and super unpredictable.
when i did my amends with my daughter......i asked her this...
"baby how can i make this better and right"........she said.."dad just be predictable like other dads"......jeez ...damn near broke my heart.
i dont want to be a saint........i work daily at being balanced....approachable...compassionate.......AND .....predictable..
your right taz.....sober for me is alot more than not drinking.....nice post thanks mate.
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