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Yes, believe it or not, that mashed up, mush for brains feeling is the high that most opiate addicts seek. Crazy, isn't it? Mind numbing...and enough so for us to still maintain the thought process that we were experiencing euphoria and increased energy.
I still can't fathom that I chased that feeling for as long as I did.
Sorry you had to go through that, V. It's a horrible feeling.
__________________ blackbird singing in the dead of night...
take these broken wings and learn to fly.
all your life, you were only waiting for
this moment to arrive. ~ The Beatles |