[jass1]

Hi there,

I don´t know if I´m posting in the right place but i have been with my partner for nearly ten years and every six months or so he has a day or two where I think he is either taking heroine or some kind of prescription drugs. I don´t know what to do he said he took a sleeping tablet but he stays awake all night and just acts different. His voice goes deeper, his pupils are really pinned and he scratches he just doesn´t look or act like the guy I have known and love for so long. I don´t know what it is...I don´t know how to get him to tell me the truth as surely if he was taking a sleeping tablets he would sleep and not be awake all night. He has sworn on my life that it was a tablet he took and not heroin, but he used to smoke heroin about 12 years ago and says he would never go back to that. Its weird because it only happens maybe twice a year. Its also only happens if we have been going through a hard time...maybe its his way of coping. I have looked on the internet and the effects of both heroin and some prescription drugs can make him act in this way. I feel angry with him but so sad aswell cause I don´t understand why he is lying to me or taking it at all. He doesn´t understand that it is pushing us apart.