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At the point right before I stopped taking all the pills, I was basically useless. I had lost all interest in everything, I was sleepy alllll the time I did only what needed to be done insofar as my family is concerned. I was just surviving and going through the motions.
3 weeks clean now and I'm starting to "wake up" again. I am interested in things I used to love, I have more energy for my family, and I feel better, much much better. I can almost see the person I used to be before I became addicted.
The detox was very difficult....very, but I did it cold turkey. I just went to my first NA meeting on Monday, and hope to hit up another one tomorrow night as well. I think that this is where you need to begin since you have limited resources as to Dr. care/insurance. Go to a meeting and get the resources and real life guidance that only they can share.
*hugs* There is help, and you deserve it to yourself to take advantage of it! We're all here too to talk to, you're not alone!
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