[teke]

just curious to see what feed back i would get. i've been separated from my ah for 2yyrs now and i still don't have the desire to be in a relationship right now. i'm not divorced yet but i've been wondering if i my lack of interest could be a result of all that i've been through with this relationship, if i've allowed myself to become too emotionally damaged or could it possibly be kind of normal.

i know that i do enjoy the peace and i'm not sure if i ever feel lonely. i guess i'm feeling like being in a relationship would be too much of a hassel even though i never wanted to or thought i would want to grow old alone. somethimes i think whats wrong with me.

any and all comments would be greatly appreciated. thanks.