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yea i know i'm being hard headed right now. trying to stay away from doctors and 12 steppers. being open minded would be a better alternative. my mom quit drinking when i was 3 and has been a 12 stepper ever since so i've pretty much had the stuff drilled in my head all my life. lot of good that did right? haha jk. i keep thinking i can just drink a little less each day and sort of ween like i did with methadone but we all know a little turns into a lot so easy. also my new roommate is a pretty heavy drinker. not as bad as i've been lately but there's usually a bottle of liquor in the house. and i work in a bar. ughhhhh. hahaha....
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