Welcome to SR, Ryan
There's a lot of support here, and you can get through this...
If you're going through the shakes like that still, you might want to consider going to a doctor for medical supervision on your detox, at least. There are some very serious negative side effects to alcohol withdrawal. I don't know what alternatives there are, but a doctor could tell you that.
Best of luck, man, and keep reading/posting on SR... together we can do this...
Take care,
-TB