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I actually truely believed that I could not pay attention or enjoy a football game without drinking beer... isn't that ridiculous? I have said to myself that I can't enjoy a party without beer... I have said I can't enjoy a wedding without drinking...
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i KNOW i CAN enjoy anything and everything without drinking.
the issue? now that i've concluded that if i drink i WILL drink too much, i don't always care that i don't need to drink in order to have fun.
8 days sober, first AA meeting tonight (
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emphasis on "was." right?
