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kv816 · 11-02-2009, 09:11 PM

So I just deleted my MySpace account (only place he ever emailed me).

I blocked and deleted him from my messenger (only place he messaged me).

I disconnected his home phone service, that was still in my name but due to a $334 outstanding bill with that company in his name from 4 years before me, he couldn't get it in his name (just learned this tonight). Sorry, I don't want it in mine anymore!

I paid my rent today and told her I'd be moving out this month. I found a cute, little house a few miles away for $75 a month less and a fenced yard. I'll be moving stuff throughout the month.

I made dinner tonight....pork chops, mashed tators and peas. AND I managed to eat a little (I'm not an eater when I have any kind of emotion going through me).

And now I have a headache. I have a kitchen of dirty dishes. A floor with dog hair all over it. The slip cover on the couch is almost completely on the floor. Three loads of laundry in a basket waiting to be folded.

I'm going to bed! It can wait until tomorrow.

11-02-2009, 09:11 PM	#1 (permalink)
kv816 Only stepping forward Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Alabama, USA Posts: 330	Not moving fast enough. So I just deleted my MySpace account (only place he ever emailed me). I blocked and deleted him from my messenger (only place he messaged me). I disconnected his home phone service, that was still in my name but due to a $334 outstanding bill with that company in his name from 4 years before me, he couldn't get it in his name (just learned this tonight). Sorry, I don't want it in mine anymore! I paid my rent today and told her I'd be moving out this month. I found a cute, little house a few miles away for $75 a month less and a fenced yard. I'll be moving stuff throughout the month. I made dinner tonight....pork chops, mashed tators and peas. AND I managed to eat a little (I'm not an eater when I have any kind of emotion going through me). And now I have a headache. I have a kitchen of dirty dishes. A floor with dog hair all over it. The slip cover on the couch is almost completely on the floor. Three loads of laundry in a basket waiting to be folded. I'm going to bed! It can wait until tomorrow. __________________ When suffering becomes more difficult than changing, it's time to change. There comes a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. It's not giving up. It's realizing you don't need certain people or the drama they bring.