I am the first one to admit I'm not exactly computer literate. However this has got me puzzled, did you write and write to the extent that your alcoholism disappeared or your thread to this site disappeared,which? I mean, last year I did an Open University course which has 6 written assignments of 1,500 words each, I was 8 months into Recovery, I completed them all with an average mark of 65%, which was great and proved I could still do extended writing, but my recovery continues now and always will do, I know that. However, it is goes some way to assist you, bring it on, that's what I say! The pen is mightier than a can or a bottle, as Shakespeare once said.