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I remember being scared as well.. I think my sponser felt it. A month before we began my 4th step, she tells me a story of a young lady who lied all thru out her forth and ended up relapsing at about 2 yrs clean.
Welp that scared the heck outta me and I didnt wanna relapse, I told my sponser how I felt & that I didnt feel comfortable telling another woman all my business, she laughed and said I have probaly done things a lot worse than you! lol... she wasnt kidding eitha!
Finally when it came time, she got off of work, came and got me, we prayed and I promise that woman didnt flinch... I love her so much... what a relief off my back!
Dont be afraid, just let it go...
__________________ How can you LOVE someone when YOU dont love YOURSELF?!
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